I am really, really missing Jax tonight. It just comes out of nowhere sometimes. Maybe it was seeing his brother at my Mom's today that looks just like him. I don't know. I just know I miss him. I just wanna see his sweet, gray face and give him a kiss. I wish I could pet him one more time. That last night he was with me, I stayed up all night petting him. My hand literally went numb from petting him over and over and comforting him. I know he was in so much pain at the end. I don't think I will ever love another dog as much as I did Jax. He will forever be missed by his momma.