Hardest part of being owned by a pet is at the end. Watching them daily. Wondering when you leave for work if it's the last time you will kiss them on top of the head. Trying to figure out if they are suffering. Am I holding on and being selfish? Is she suffering? One day I think, it's time and the next day, she perks up. My Nala has stopped eating again. I fear it is any day now. I just don't want to make the decision and it just hurts. I hate this part! Hate! My rant is over for now. I'm just going to lay here with her and read and enjoy having her beside me.